Three In One

August 23, 2009 Ella
Tags: boyfriend, derailed, faith, glasses, heart, lost love, love, muslim, patient, purity, ramadan, reliable, shaped, spirituality, train

First Off: Ramadan
Just a quick note to all the Muslims in the World, bidding you a great Ramadan. I hope you’ve all got the strength and willpower that will allow you not only to purify your bodies and your minds but also your souls and your spirituality. Lord knows some of my acquaintances need to be strapped to a bed and have their legs permanently stitched together… but enough of the vulgarity around texts of faith, regardless of if I follow this faith inparticular.

Next
Tomorrow is my ultimate moment of truth. Tomorrow, the beginning of the rest of my life starts. Truesay, exam results came out on Thursday 20th, and that really should’ve been the key point in my life. But it wasn’t quite. I mean, going to Univeristy is osmething I’ve wanted to do from when I was old enough to understand the benefits of it. I’m an ambitious person – I’ve got big plans for myself and my family… my kids of the future and the husband that so stereotypically and uncontroversially fits into this master plan. However, before Miss Independent even gets a taste of the £50,000 per annum pay check I should soon be coming into receipt of, I have a slight obstacle… a potential stone on my feeble trains track… and it must be removed. Or side tracked. Or just temporarily pocketed until the time when I need to be derailed – if a train EVER needs to be does need to be DERAILED.

Third and Finally…
Let go of your lost loves… They will only hold onto you, in essences, and such the colour and what little positivity you have remaining heart shaped glasses. Still being in love with someone 3 months after a break up is fine… everyone experiences that – Don’t let anyone force you out of love yet… But sweetheart, you were never in a relationship with him, you never kissed, never touched, [excuse the vulgarity] never even fucked… and 3 years down the line YOU STILL LOVE HIM – Sad bastards…

I let something go, and it came back to me… Learned to be patient… Learned to think with my head – Not just my heart… Learning is good… for knowledge is power… He’s like my library… He keeps me powerful <3

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